So, my webpage definately sucks. It's not that I have compared to others and decided that it just doesn't compete. It's more that I have found it looks like everyone elses. That's not to say either that I want it to be all that different. But that everyone seems to be trying to do something special so hard, and I'm right along with them, trying ever so god-damn hard.

I'd like to not try ever so god-damn hard but it's fcuking frustrating some times. It takes too much fcuking time trying to explain yourself.

Why explain yourself you say? Because I live in a world of mostly idiots who would rather see you smile than actually tell them the kind of day your having. I am a server in a university pub and a cashier in a university bookstore, and if one more fcuking person tells me that I should smile because "I look so much prettier that way" I'll take my stapler (bookstore) or pen (pub) and staple/stab their lips the way I'd like to see them, closed.

And don't ask me why I'm in such a bad mood, if it's not apparent, go to hell.

(and you know what? that felt good)