I had a strange weekend.


I think a very good friend of mine and I are drifting apart. I just have this feeling that she might think I'm off to mother-mother land and I'll never be the same old Ada again. I'm sad about this.


I've never been a mother but really, how much can I change? I'll still be the same opinionated little freak that is so disorganized she seems... "eccentric".



I don't think this friend sees this. She's young, off traveling the world and she might think I'm about to become one of the fuddle heads we used to feel sorry for.



ahhhh, is this really my future?

It can't be! How can I change overnight like that?