I want to thank everyone for their comments and emails lately.
It is nice to know that there are other, sane mothers who feel, or have felt, the same way as I do right now.

Telling L that other night was a bit of a release for me - which was further let go when I posted the other day. Although I usually don't use this blog as personal therapy (I don't think - but hell, who knows. I've never been the most self-aware person in the world), seeing my feelings on screen let me understand where a lot of the feelings come from. I certainly don't need to get into it here but I assure you, I'm fine.

... thanks.
I've got friends in places I didn't know I had - and I don't mean that in a creepy way at all.